And so it is;
that as fast as football season comes - it ends. But this year, was a little different. Friday night was about as cold and rainy as it could get. The boys played until the halftime. ..... Then, the lightning came. And, the game was put on hold for thirty minuets, which became fifty minuets, which then; postponed the game until tomorrow at 4:30. Nic is disgusted. He is not happy to go against a 250 pound kid - again. But, such is life, as quickly as the walls in front of us come up - they go down. All in all for Nic it was a fantastic season. He always started and played the entire game. He has finally progressed to the little athlete that we hoped he could be. He loves his school and is achieving an A average. We couldn't be prouder. By the way; he is number 60.
On the home front, things are difficult.
I had an argument with my sister; that I truly feel bad about. Truth be told I am feeling maxed out in so many ways and I do not know how to keep up. So; I vent. My sister did make one statement to me that I will never forget she said you should not care about what other people do - as long as you can put your head down on the pillow at night and sleep you should only care about yourself. I disagree, how are we to get ahead without any form of competition? And, if we only think of ourselves and what we are doing how can we ever better ourselves or get ahead. I do agree with one
comment though I am able to lay down my head at night with a clean conscience. I give all of
myself in every aspect of my life, from wife, to mother, to daughter, niece, employee, sister, friend. I love my family - I am just at a cross roads. I do know one thing however, that; no matter what anyone else does I will always be myself, and I will always be able to sleep with a clean conscience knowing that I gave it my all. We feel the same way about Mom & Dad and where they are in their life. We just express it differently, not making either of us wrong. I love you Sherri, I just do not agree with you all the time.
